ABYSS
“Why should
tears be the only vent to the pain deep within, when our loved ones leave us?!
Why can’t we just laugh and forget that person like he never existed?! Why are
some people given eyes that can see only others’ teary eyes, but not the
bleeding heart inside?!
Why should I care
where my loved one is when he’s not right beside me?! Even if he was beside me
for a few moments, filling each with bliss worth a life time, it would still be
a memory the next moment, isn’t it? So, I started living with him just in
thoughts, like I did this and did that with him… But it pains me measurelessly
whenever I have to accept that those things never really happened…
Those distances
never covered…
And that love
never requited!
How can I feel
his touch, at least in my thoughts when I never had his touch really?! How can
I enjoy his smiling when I never had him smiling for me?! Though he never
smiled for me, the only reason behind my tears being the only vent to my pain
within is that, all my smiles and happiness have gone to search him,…leaving
loads of tears behind to accompany me!
But the painful
thing is those tears were real, not just in thoughts! And the reason behind why
I can’t just laugh and forget that person like he never existed is that, he’s
not just a memory…but my life and I lived with him at least in my thoughts! And
something we think or do can never be undone!
And the even
hardest and painful thing that I discovered as days passed was that I cried for
the love that never existed, for the
person that never was mine! But, my tears were true and showed their existence
always!!
There’s a great Abyss between our hearts and there’s
that love somewhere else, the Abyss can’t hold…
But why does my
heart still keep loving and keep on beating when all that I really want to do
is die?!... Just because, he’s living in me!
Save me before
you, living in me, gets drowned along with me in my tears, that have already
filled the Abyss between us… I’m
not too far!!!”
“Abyss
lies between thee and me;
Yet a heart that
loves beats!
Smiles of mine have gone to search thee;
And my heart, the sorrow
treats!!
If only thee could hear my heart
and thine eyes
could look into the abyss…
I could pull my heart from drought
and my heart could
taste the bliss!
If my thoughts could reach you through
the dangling sweet
air spray;
Then my love and lust for you is true.
Even my regret
keeps me gay!
With your love I could live with
With your love I could live with
just one heart
beat…
I could gather my strength and breath
even when snakes
hiss!
But
nothing in this world
could be more sweet…
to the lovelorn ones in regret,
than a
loving kiss!!
Though
I’m from thee so far and far…
and tears have begun to ruin me!
Yet, I
love to make myself a temple for…
you lest no other could reign me!!"
'Drowning In My Tears!...SAVE ME!' |
Kamaal hai! U know what you are the brand icon this generation needs or otherwise, in dire need. love is like a temple, once u build it for some one,it should be for him/her forever...like a temple u build for God
ReplyDeleteLove ur stuff. Lucky the one you are in love with
Agog for ur next post...
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Hi, simply amazing. Cool stuff to hang out with at moments needing recharge, company and love. Went through yorr other posts too
ReplyDeletehave u done literature or made out yourself with just yorr school stuff?
anyways I must confess, never saw a more passionate writer of yorr age in U.S. Hang out more with yorr blog n keep posting. it matters a lott to me. lol,
please take care
Can I reach you out on other sites? If yes, please lett me know. your writings are groovy
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